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Daily Blog

Date:27.11.2012 ; 00:06

Entry Number : 2

Inspiration. Truly one of the most hard things to understand, especially if you need it. Elusive as it is, it comes exactly when you don't expect it. Maybe that's the beauty of it.

Lately I've been down in a rut and haven't been very motivated, art-wise. I've kinda stumbled into an emotional hole and it appears I'm happy in it. Driven by pure laziness, my daily life has turned into an endless monotone repetition of events. It's like a reoccurring dream, which you remember will be the same and yet you expect something to happen.

I need a boost. A twist,unexpected, shocking my mind out of this state. In a chaotic world that ours is it's ironic that I can't find chaos when I look for it. One thing I've learned so far in my life is that if you're looking for something specific, chances are you will never find it. It's living without any wants, any needs that's the true goal. Ridding yourself of all mental burdens to enter a state of awareness, sharpening your senses to the world. 

I need a change. Motion. Beauty. It's hidden somewhere. Life's quest is to find out where.