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Daily Blog

Date:24.11.2012 ; 21:24

Entry Number : 1

Just woke up. What better way to mark a beginning. It's a strange connection, the transition from asleep and awake. Within those 30 min after you wake up is where the magic happens. The brain hasn't fully woken up,bringing out thoughts,memories,ideas,dreams you had while unconscious. This is the point where the sub - conscious surfaces,just for a little while, yet enough to affect permanently your thoughts.

I was dreaming. A happy dream. Me,walking up some marble staircase,entrance to a big building,seemingly which I thought of as a school,everything bathed in pure white and golden sunshine. Heaven? No,my mind doesn't think this trivial of things. Immediately in my mind flew in images of random people passing by, faces blurry,yet their own independent odors I could very specifically distinguish. Perhaps the connection between our senses is something of great importance to our perceptive image of what life IS. Walking,for what seemed like hours,I passed others,tranquil,happy with the sensation my body resonated from this place. 

I awoke. Darkness. The Yang of life as I call it. Complete contrast of what I just saw.But the sensation,oh the sensation. It remained. It's still with me,fading now of course while my mind starts circulating the blood faster and faster,beginning the waking process. In these cases I'm thankful I am nearsighted. It slows down the process,allowing this golden space, a gap, transition between off and on to preciously exist, at least for a short period. Zen, as a lot of people like to call it, was the word best describing the feeling I had. And it's sad, that the time taking me to write down these words, is the condition as for why I speak in the past. But I choose to remember once in words,than sensations.To remember with the mind, in order to remember with the body aswell.